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The Vivid Dream

October 21, 2010 By: fiona Category: Inspirations

I know that I dream a lot in the night and very often I only have a fleeting sensation of what was going on, only remembering the energy of it.

But the other night I had one of those dreams that was very memorable, one that really stood out and grabbed my attention. And it was after I had done a lot of work thinking about where my new project was taking me and knowing that ultimately it would come to a total surrender on my part. An allowing and letting go.

This was what happened.

We were coming home and as we approached the house, I noticed that the front door was wide open. My heart skipped as I knew that something was wrong. As we got closer I could see into the hallway and noticed that it looked empty. We entered the house only to realise that our suspicions were confirmed. The whole house was completely empty. Completely. Every last thing had been removed. By them. I ran from room to room panicking, thinking that I would discover that everything was stashed in some hidden corner. It was not the case. There was nothing. I remembered realising that even if we could tell them that it was a mistake, there was no way we could reverse this. So we stood there with nothing and had to just get on with it. In a few seconds an eternity went by. Then things started happening and we had to react, get on with life with nothing. It felt extremely odd but the fear had gone….

The thing about this dream was that my senses were heightened, hugely magnified. It felt like the film was being played in slow motion.  I was sort of dreaming lucidly after that, thinking, ‘Oh my god, what a dream. That was really significant.’

For some strange reason I couldn’t bring myself to write this down in my journal until at least 24 hours had passed. Yes, the dream was very significant to me. It was stamped in indelible ink, flashing like a neon light in the dark. It was telling me all sorts of things and speaking very clearly to me about the way forward. And such transformation. Being stripped bare. Walking through fears and giving up control. So much food for thought – I could fill my journal a dozen times or more with insights.

And how beautifully illustrated by my subconscious. My coming home. I love the way my dream world speaks to me in such a clear language. I’m very thankful for the clarity and power contained within these messages.

Perhaps there is something here of significance for you too. Thank you for reading this.